So I just re-read my past entries...cripes I'm a whiner :P
Anyways to re-cap on some stuff...
* totally wwaaayyy over my toy boy crush on Jake the dvd sales guy
* as per usual I was a dickhead & worried over nothing...our move at work has turned out to be really good & our new sales manager is nuts...but nice...and she rarely wears that stinky perfume (my nose thanks her)
* still obsessed with Jen...that'll never change ;)
* didn't go to my 20th high school reunion...too cowardly
* both of my mice died...little Pip & little Honey...bless em...I haven't gotten any newies yet...but I probably will sometime in the New Year
In other news...
* my sis got a boyfriend....Jason
* I still love cheese
* my mother still drives me crazy
* and summer sucks a thousand times over
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
hot - Music:pot boiling on the stove
We mega enjoyed ourselves! She sang for ages! Love how totally giving she was to all her fans **hugs her**
Here's some pics!
And click here for one of my fave Kylie songs... Love At First Sight
:)
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
nauseated - Music:Kylie (of course)
I haven't told my bestest best news ever yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The lads are coming to Aussie in April!!!! YAY!!!! \o/ So....
a) I get to meet Jared again (lovely) :)
b) I get to met my #1 love Jensen (be cool Suze) for the very first time ever!!!!!!
and c) Sass & Sal (whom I both met online) are coming up to stay with me for the grand occasion :D
Oh joy!!!! It's truly a dream come true **rejoices around the kitchen** :lol:
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
jubilant - Music:my sis watching PB
Last Thursday was Christmas was it????? :P I'm sick of X'mas...especially stinking hot Aussie Christmases! I want A REAL Chrissie dammit...like on the tele! Snow! A big real Christmas tree! Decorations galore! Singing Christmas carols!
I had X'mas with my parents & sis...but seeing as I live with them all...X'mas day is kinda like any other day of the year...except we wear paper hats when eating...and we get pressies :P
I got a digital camera...something to be pleased about!
Don't worry I'm just a Scroogey grump!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
cranky - Music:humming fridge
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
~*~Repost this in your journal if you believe homophobia is wrong.~*~
~*~Spread the love. ~*~
- Location:still the kitchen
- Mood:
restless - Music:still mum's radio
- Location:stinking kitchen
- Mood:
blah - Music:mum's radio
Went with my sis for our annual trip to the zoo...animals are better than people! Here are my choice pics...
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
gloomy - Music:Olympics on TV
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My new "passion" is Facebook. Can't help myself. The other day a chick I went to primary & high school with found me on there...and it was all so exciting! There's apparently talk of a 20 year high school reunion later this year...which (if it comes about) no way would I go to in a gazillion years! I'm having panic attacks just thinking 'bout it! :P
And here's a pic of me & Jana way back when...I'm gonna guess & say we're about 11yrs old here :D
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OMG!!!!! I gotta mention the best weekend of my life!!!! Meeting Jared Padalecki!!!!! My online mate Sally came up to Sydney (yay) & with my little sis, we had such an awesome time. Jared is truly so special, lovely & sweet! Now if I could only meet Jensen...my life would be complete! :lol:
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Work...the boss has been on hols for 2 weeks...yay!!!!! Our sales manager is retiring end of next week *sad face*...his replacement unfortunately is the broad who applied for the position a few months back (mega groans)...which put a stop to our collective rejoicing :( She's loud (though so am I)...but also one of those kissy-arse, flowery, bullshitting types (if ya know what I mean)...none of us are looking forward to next week **sigh**...oh yeah & there's her stinky perfume to contend with as well...I forsee many probs.
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I just gotta do a fic rec...cos it is ssssoooo awesome...it's J2 (my fave)...but totally grooves along as a beautiful love story...and it's multi-chaptered. One-shots are cool....but multi's are better. Oh wait I love em all the same! I can't resist any that the boys are in.
THE STORY OF HOW WE *REALLY* MET by
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paleogymnast(Paley)I'm also rec'ing one by my mate Wendy...it's SPN (non-porny)...it's still in progress though...but check it out, cos it's made from awesomeness...just like her.
THE UNUSUAL SUSPECTS by Fwennie
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**hugs** from me xxx
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
good - Music:"Prom Night" soundtrack
Those of you (limited few) who actually read my ramblings on my LJ...know how obsessed I am with a certain someone...and his co-star comes a close 2nd :P Anyways I found out that Jared Padalecki is coming to Aussie (Sydney) in less than 2 weeks...I totally knew nothing about it! OMG!!!! How could this have been possible!!???!! He's gonna be a guest at Supanova...which I've never even heard of b4.
You can check out the Supanova site here...
So of course I got all excited & just had to get tickets...problem though...don't have a credit card...don't have a car. Found out the nearest Ticketek outlet was in a suburb I shop in practically every Saturday! So my sis & I set out to get tickets. I should point out I am not what you'd call a fit person...and actually try to avoid walks of any lengthy lengths at all cost. So the Ticketek outlet was inside a club...we only had a vague idea where it was...and didn't realise just what a big suburb it was either. We got to a club....went inside...but it wasn't the right one...apparently the one we were after was around the corner about a 1 km up the road.
It's supposed to be winter here btw, but the sun was beating down...and who knew 1 km was so bloody long? I'm a bit of a complainer as well...and wanted to turn back :P My sis had to motivate me to keep going..."we can't turn back now...when we've come so far..we're doing this for Jared!" So that become my mantra as I kept walking..."doing it for Jared...doing it for Jared..." :lol:
It was like reaching the holy grail when we got there & finally bought our tickets! Yay!! Then...crap...we gotta walk all the way back yet *sob*...in all we were walking for 2 1/2 hours!!!!!
But our joy...our happy dancing...may be over b4 it's even really begun! Apparently Supanova's having "contract issues" with JP...some of the guests have already pulled out due to the impending actor's strike. Plus Jared & Sandy just broke up...sp he may be too heartbroken to come anyway. Throw in that my sis & I are both unlucky people...and the chances aren't too great that he'll even get down here! As you can see I am thinking postively... 
xxx
**EDIT**
OMG!!!!! Jared has ditched Perth, but is still coming to Sydney...it has been confirmed!!! Yay!!!!!! **take that bad luck** :P
- Location:Kitchen
- Mood:
anxious - Music:Paralyser by Finger Eleven
Not a whole lot :P
Working...settling into the new place...the boss wanted to take us all out to dinner as a thank you for all our help during the move...but the majority of us weren't too enthused...so now it's been changed to a lunch...which we'll order in...but it's Italian...not my fave...I hate tomatoes & mushrooms.
What else?????
Oh I had a birthday! And for once it didn't suck. Yay for me! Here's my cake...wish I coulda licked him for real **wink**
Been rewatching "Buffy...." ...such an awesome TV show! **hugs it**
And reading...of course!
Book I just finished...THE LOVELY BONES by Alice Sebold ..which I highly rec.
Fic I just finished... ATTRITION by Lazuli ...Jack/Ianto Torchwood fic...warnng though very, very, very long...which I love! And porn-ish...so may not be for everyone. It's an angsty love story.
**takes a bow** me's got little else!
xxx
P.S. Not really grooving on the pink layout...
- Location:kitchen
- Mood: pleased
- Music:Sweet About Me - Gabriella Cilmi
I was tagged by sweetie Clo (City Musings) :D
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring/autumn (in my case). Post these instructions in your LJ along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to...only I'm not gonna tag...if you feel like doing this in your LJ...please do!
In no particular order...my 7 :D
#1 Sam Brown - STOP
Time after time I've tried to walk away
But it's not that easy when your soul is torn in two
#2 Cyndi Lauper - HEADING WEST
In a jigsaw dream with soft spoken words
I woke up crying and no one heard
#3 The Potbelleez - DON'T HOLD BACK
The truth is
I am not your cure but I can help you
#4 Placebo - RUNNING UP THAT HILL
You don't want to hurt me
But see how deep the bullet lies
Unaware I'm tearing you asunder
There is thunder in our hearts, baby
#5 Dolly Parton - JOLENE
Your smile is like a breath of spring
Your voice is soft like summer rain
#6 Bon Jovi - (YOU WANT TO) MAKE A MEMORY
If you don't know if you should stay
If you don't say what's on your mind
Baby just breathe..
There's nowhere else tonight we should be....
You wanna make a memory
#7 Jason Manns & Jensen Ackles - CRAZY LOVE
Take away my trouble
Take away my grief
Take away my heartache
In the night like a thief
You can't really hear Jensen singing in that clip...so here's another!
**hugs**
xxx
- Location:kitchen
- Mood: thirsty
- Music:all of the below
OMG we are moving the office stuff over to the new premises this Friday! Don't wanna go! The warehouse will follow on Monday. It's gonna be such a shambles! I'm such a sook about this type of thing...sick of myself :P I work with two absolutely lovely girls...who put up with my craziness...my sarcastic, loud surly behaviour...and my Jensen obsession! Bless the pair of them :D
Got a cold...so my #1 past-time of late is...blowing my nose! I blame this cold on all the germy people on public transport . As long as I don't get as sick as I was at the start of the year...I can put up with this cold...just :P **cough, sniffle**
The weather has turned mega chilly...finally! Love it!
My store boy crush on Jake is waning...ever since he got his hair cut it just ain't the same. Can't explain it. But at least now I can walk into his store without getting all giggly (which was embarrassing at my age)! :lol:
One of my little mousey's...Pip...is driving me crazy! She over-grooms to the point that a big patch of her hair is now missing! Mice don't live too long...once they get over 12 months...it can be downhill from there. But I've had my latest pair for 18 months now. And my other one...Honey...is fitting fit. I love them so! I love to squish my nose in their fur & give them a little tickle!
Just a little comment re the new Supernatural ep "Ghostfacers"...while I did enjoy it...the more I think about it...the more disappointed I tend to get. I don't think this was the right ep to come back from the Writer's Strike with...not enough Sam & Dean. Luckily the next 3 eps will get back to what I love...the brothers journey..angsty goodness...Dean's deal...and hopefully plenty of Sammy's heartbreak faces! I love them so!
**smooches**
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
cold - Music:in my mind
Remember how the sales manager's job at my work was gonna go to a woman who wouldn't know the meaning of a subtle perfume if she fell over it??? Well...she ain't taking the job now! Yipee!
In other work news...we're supposed to be moving premises the last week in April...cos the boss sold the building we were in & 30 units are gonna go up on the waterfront block. But my boss is the kind of guy who will get 25 quotes in order to get the cheapest deal...but then he'll still try & squeeze out a better , less expensive outcome if possible. In short he's a scrooge...even though he just made millions...which annoys me to no end!!!!!! This causes things to always take an age to get done. added to the fact that he always leaves things til the last minute anyways. Now he claims we'll be moving the 1st week of May. I don't see how this is humanly possible. He hasn't even signed the lease yet on the new place (gotta haggle don't forget). An extra office has to be built (hasn't even been started). Plus we haven't even made a dent in the packing (20yrs of him hoarding junk)!!!!
Plus I don't like change & this is all giving me the shits & making me mega anxious.
**deep breath**
In other "exciting" news..I got my hair cut...and it sucks...not enough to cry about...but still...why don't hairdressers ever listen????
That's it! Sorry it's so grumbly :P
**cuddly hugs**
P.S. I think one of my legs is shorter than the other...or maybe the footpath was uneven :lol:
- Location:kitchen
- Mood:
discontent - Music:none
Finally the CW gives us some delightfully delightful S3 promo pics!!!! But are teasing & tantilising us with only 3 Jensen pics!!!! Here they are....
I am melting into my swivel chair here! :lol:
I've also been obsessively listening to Crazy Love sung by Jason Manns & Jensen Ackles!!! Jensen's verse is awesome!!! Why doesn't he release his own album??? Or a single at least??? That's not too much to ask for...surely????
- Location:Kitchen
- Mood: giddy
- Music:Crazy Love....Jensen!!!!!!!
- Location:Kitchen
- Mood:
predatory - Music:Straight Lines by Silverchair
Stupid work! We have to move premises in like less than 6 weeks...but the boss hasn't got a new place squared away 100% as yet. The place he wants to move us into sucks arse :x It's way too small...when the sales manager pointed out all the things wrong with it...my boss's reply was "I don't care"...which pisses me off...BIG TIME! Plus the sales manager is retiring soon...met his replacement this week...just kill me now! (groan) She's too loud & suck-uppy to the boss...but the worse thing is her perfume...it infected the whole building...suffocating us all...I am semi-allergic to perfumes...some of them clog me up (nasally)...really bad ones make me start sneezing...hers was so invasive I could taste it in my mouth like a poison.
That's about it...really just came on here to bitch! :lol:
HAPPY EASTER mates! :D :D :D
**hugs**
xxx
- Location:Kitchen
- Mood:
full - Music:Bobby Flynn